Like a jellyfish caught in the current of an ocean storm ...
It gets frustrating as I sit within myself and contemplate the lesson, only to emerge a while later, feeling like I've just sat in a timless bubble for a few hours ... having forgotten the moment.
I keep telling myself to sit with a pen and a pad and to write these ideas down ... but that can cause more frustration, as I keep forgetting ... and I refuse to be hard on myself, as that is one lesson that I have learned and remembered ... that I have to be kinder to myself.
The more that I explore my journey, the more I understand myself, my ideals and my reasons for taking this path. The more that I remember the hurdles that I've cleared, the more I accept and respect my 'self'.
I wish this part of the journey was more easy going though ... or is it and I'm less able to cope with the hurdles now?